i was still hot with thought

veronica came down this weekend, so did chris a. I THINK?! and he didn't hangout with me, that bitch!

theres not much thought in my brain today, rough weekend

the usual

my ceiling
hahahahahah
qtip
baby k!

u can see veronicas face in my head ^
dinowakin up look all good ha mhm

burger baby

mama hahaha

dancin smancin lancin

you take your time comin' over here

that goes without saying!

i bought the camera from erik yesterday!!!!!

so here are some foolish pictures i took tryin to adjust to this shit

these are towards the end of the night, everyone went to my pops house to watch a movie






they were trying to watch the movie and the flash kept pissing them off but i took pictures anyway
see?
it was passed everyones bed times
b looking at a picture of barb on her phone fish face

we all had to squish on the little sofa

T was talkin to that guy opening the door, telling him she liked his car and he said "its old", i thought that was funny hahaha
barb
tis me!
sarah jumpin actin a kid! =p
i dont like that face, sarah

when i'd just exchanged cash for the cam with erik

erik^^ he gave me his fisheye lens also...i was playing with it all night ha

b did not want his picture taken, too bad

danielle and i were just waiting....waiting for russ and neil to get back

and waiting

the end.

just such situations

late nights
dani wig

ol'gramps

we dyed my hair, no pictures of the aftermath just yet. bahahaha

barbara was living at our pops house for a little while, you could say i was living there too. i played with her lipstick
and bleached her hair (as you could see above)

and borrowed her clothes a lot.

barb got kicked outta pops house, terribly fucked weekend.

im sorry

never the right words

maybe if i disappear from everyone for a little while and randomly show up again everything will be back to normal?
considering the way last weekend went. i wish i wasn't always wanting to be on the okay with people and just shut my mouth for a little while. which is how i've been with most of my closer friends lately but theres still a few i'd be happy in an unsatisfied no closier type of way. never any closier! or, maybe just not the closier i wanted.

i feel like a morbid hermit today, i havn't felt like this in a while. i hate it but maybe it's OK?

nothing i say will ever make sense


on a lighter note, new camera soon(!!!!) if the money situation works out according to plan. i love film but digital would be more convenient in many many ways =D